---ProDUCtiVITY---

Have you ever had one of those days?

You know where you just don't feel like doing anything,

and so you don't.

But then you feel completely worthless because you didn't do anything?

Doing nothing felt GREAT at first right?

But then it got kinda old, yet you still were just not movtivated to do ANYTHING?

You know, one of those days.

Wellll what if you felt like that for 5 months?

 or longer?

Not plesant eh?

Well that is how I have felt the past 5 months,

and I can tell you its horrible!

I can honestly say I have done NOTHING

for the past 5... or 6... or more... months!

It was not fun and it made me feel totally

useless.

But this post isn't about doing nothing.

Its about ProDUCtiVITY and the way I have felt the past three weeks (ish). And how I

am continuing to feel better and how that feeling is starting to give me the motivation to actually

do things.



Yesterday was probaly the best day I have

had in a LONG time!

I just kept going and going and going!

The best part... I actually FELT like doing things!!!

I accomplished so much yesterday!

From my spring cleaning at work, fixing my tire,

and of course giving Ju Ju a bath

and cleaning house, I felt like I did it all!

It made me feel so good

It made me feel like I could do ANYTHING!



And I'm still on roll!

I wish I could say that is just me.

That I just decided to change.

Unfortunatly there were a few factors that helped me.

I am not in ANY way complaining about

these factors. If fact the opposite.

I am so gratefull for all the help that I have!

But I am confident that one day it will just be me! 

It may have been a somewhat long

and bumpy road to get here,

And I'm not completely out of the woods. But

with the increase in my ProDUCtiVITY I am becoming more and more like myself.

More and more happy.

More and more out going.

More and more loveable

More and more just plane WONDERFUL!

Here's to ProDUCtiVITY!